Need a service dog to help with my anxiety and depresiveness

Hi there

I suffer from anxiety and constant depressive shut downs and tend to worry about things that i don't need to that makes my heart and nerves race and sometimes enduces panic attacks. Ive had these issues ever since i was a kid.

I have high ADHD and have learning differences too and have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression and some symptoms of Bi Polar

I love dogs but couldn't take mine with when i moved to oregon cause i didn't have the money to take her with me but she was 80 percent of what made me calmer and able to breath easier

My parents though supportive don't see the need for a therapy support dog but don't like me taking meds since i had a really troublesome nasty episode two years before now. Im tired of being in a constant battle to feel safe and non depressed. The anxiety doest help

I really want a service dog but I'm really a broke college student on that sorta budget so I'm stuck.